shadowartist's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Seeing Red... Rain is gently tapping upon my window as the night slowly begins on this dreary Tuesday. As I type, my cat is sound asleep on my bed without a care in the world, while I sit and tremble with rage. I can't really explain why I'm in such a bad mood this evening. School went quite well for me today and I remember acknowledging that fact. Then, when I walked out of the school, my mom brought my car so I could drive home and I did very well. I did manage to pull a few "risks" according to my mom, which she did not particularly appreciate. However, I do believe I'm going to be quite a risk-taker once I get my license. Anyways, I came home after that and fed my ducks in the rain after a bite of cheesecake from the weekend before. Finally, I went in my room and searched the net until I was too tired to sit up straight. So, I went to sleep and as soon as I woke up, I was in one of the worst moods imaginable. My mom hasn't helped matters by being in a rather childish mood today and Tony is in a rather talkative mood today. I found myself sitting at the supper table with my eyes glued to my empty plate as they talked and talked and talked and talked and talked! I had to finally say something for them to get up and let me clear the table. It didn't help matters any that they were playing their usual chruch music again like they do everyday, everytime music is on, all the time. I mean, yeah sure, it has meaning and everything, but I'm sorry, hearing the same chorus over and over again with these amateur voices that were obviously randomly picked from some unknown church in the middle of nowhere in which there are no decent talent scouts or much rather, people that know how to sing or play an instrument..... kind of gets on my nerves after awhile, ne? I instantly shut it off after they left the room and played Sheryl Crow and Shania Twain. I sighed in relief as my ears finally heard real music. I had to sit outside of my Chemistry class today because the smell in the room was too much. Sitting in the halls nearly cost me another coughing episode. I'm grateful that my teacher was so understanding about it. Let's see, I did get an A on my Chinese test that I didn't really study for... I'm not sure exactly how I did on the other one, but I'm pretty sure it's not F quality. Perhaps a C or something... We have come to the conclusion that I have lost my Social Security card... That means that I can't take my driver's test, get a job, or go to the doctor's.... I am REALLY pissed off about this. The last that I had it, I was at my last job interview and I could have sworn that I put it back in my pocket when I was done with it. However, we can't find it anywhere. I'm starting to wonder if I had washed it or something and it just never survived. I am so mad at that right now I could puke because it takes WEEKS to get another one, which means it'll take WEEKS for me to get a job, it'll take WEEKS for me to take my driving test, and it'll take WEEKS for me to be able to get new contact lenses... Oh yeah, I seriously want to triple up on the Zoloft tonight and quite possibly add a beer on the side.... a big one. 7:36 p.m. - 2003-11-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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