shadowartist's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sugar-Free It's a rather gloomy and chilly day as I sit amongst this messy room and write in this blog of mine. To the side of me, on my bed, my cat sleeps on my pleather coat, enjoying the breeze from my open window. This had to be one of the most interesting days that I've ever been apart of! It started off in art class. A friend of mine was describing what her mom had done to her last night, which immediately enraged me. I guess her mom keeps telling her that she's fat (which she's not) and it went as far as her throwing Snickers bars in her room, forcing her to eat them because she's "fat!" This girl was extremely shaken by it, and I was nearly the only one there that listened to her..... Then, I get into Algebra and my sugar level suddenly gets to it's "warning" peak like it does everyday. Well, it completely changed my mood to being very hyperactive and then towards the end of the class, my mood quickly dropped to the point where everyone was saying I looked "dark and scary." I simply needed to eat! So, I leave that class and get Amber to go to lunch with me. Well, she needed to get to the restroom because of a certain woman thing... yeah. So, we ended up being 15 minutes late to lunch, giving us 15 minutes to get in line and inhale our food. We did, thankfully. That's not all... Still shaken from the lack of sugar, I went to my Chinese class where we were SCREAMED at by my Chinese teacher. Some kid wouldn't cooperate, and the class wasn't understanding what we were doing and so he blew. He slammed stuff around and yelled at us and cursed and it was non-stop! FINALLY, I get to Health, the last period of the day, and everyone decides to be either EXTREMELY opinionated against the teacher or just all-in-all roudy! The teacher was so pissed at us by the end of the class... I am so glad that was the end of the day. I don't think I could have taken much more of that. So anyways, I did see Josh today. We sort of talked in passing, but he seemed rather distant again. I almost couldn't care-less anymore! Wow, am I in a mood. I'd go to bed if that were an option... Damn. 3:52 p.m. - 2003-10-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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