shadowartist's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stressed Out and Love-Sick Oh wow, time is flying faster than I had expected... better make this fast. Why is it that love has to be so complicated? I just do not understand it; it's not fair!! Yeah, the Josh man is still strong on my mind and I just can't shake it. Anymore, we are getting so close yet... he still has a stinkin' girlfriend! What really sucks is, I'm friends with her! She's a really nice person and I don't want to hurt her or make an enemy out of her at all. I just don't know what to do about this. Today, I didn't see Josh at all (that is strange because we have lockers right next to each other). I did, however, manage to see him before lunch, but we didn't say much of anything before he slammed his locker shut and stormed off with his World History book. Then, during 7th period we had a fire drill (Our 7th period classes are right next to each other, so we had to leave the school through the same door... into the same parking lot... etc, etc). He did in fact come up behind me with his wise comments, and we just talked for quite awhile... until his girlfriend came. It was funny, he acted completely guarded and awkward when she would talk to him, as rare as that was... Then, even when we got out into the parking lot, he snuck off and talked to me again, off in an empty corner, until we were shooed behind a white line and into his girlfriend's space... I think she sensed what was going on and tried to stop it... I don't blame her. I really wish I knew what to do! Okay, after that bloody drama, I have lots of homework today. Also, I have to take a PSAT tomorrow... I am so thankful for that stupid test because I now have less homework to get done! This is great! Let's see, I still have a headache and my foot is killing me. Oh, what fun! Oh yeah! I got my report card today... Actually, it wasn't too bad. All As except for one B+ in Art. I cannot believe that grade, but it's better that a D I guess. Still, I have a hard time believing that I could pass Chemistry with an A- and only manage to land on a B+ in art (the subject I want to pursue as a career!). Oh well, that's the way life goes sometimes. 4:36 p.m. - 2003-10-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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