shadowartist's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Medicated Personality "There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface... Consuming, Confusing. This lack of self-control I fell is never ending... controling.." -Crawling, Linkin Park After a couple of weeks of anti-depressents, I'm beginning to wonder if they are taking their toll on me. I was recently diagnosed with OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder) and was given medicine for it... Well, now I'm the exact opposite of what I used to be. Anymore, I just don't want to do anything and I don't care about anything. I even got a test back in Chinese today that was COMPLETELY below my standards. I would have believed it if the paper had a different name on it because it truly was not my work... just my handwriting indicated that it in fact was. I'm starting to make commitments to people (like teachers) that I cannot live up to, and fight hard to avoid them. All I want to do is sleep or drink Mountain Dew (Sad, huh?). Luckily, I don't have much homework for tonight, but if this keeps going down hill during the nights that I'm not going to be so lucky, I'm sunk. I hope this wears off... Today was okay at best. Like I said, I was not mentally there for most of the time... so, yeah. I did, however, manage to pull another prank on my victim today (more info on my website... Coming soon). I started an attack of "Secret Admirerer" letters. I don't plan for them to stop until the end of the school year. Hopefully, I can remain unfound until that point. No specific plans for tonight. Just follow my mood I guess... 3:17 p.m. - 2003-10-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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